I love all types of animals. I am currently at my mom’s where I had to babysit these monster dogs who I thought might have wanted to eat me. Literally. I think they thought I was their new owner and I did something with their mom and dad. They did listen to me fairly well. When I left for a short time to get weed, one of them pooped inside. Even though I let them out before I left! I actually do have two dogs myself. One named Bear, a rottweiler mix. And Katana a rat-pitbull. Beautiful dogs!

I am not at home at the moment due to unfortunate events. Probably why my posts are all janky. I just had a breakdown and had to stay away for a bit. Too much stress. Had to get my medication addressed and docs gave me an extended vacation at my moms house. I didn’t go too far over the coo-coo nest this time. Just a weekend at Bernies. Then off to my moms I went.

Do you know what skitzo effective disorder is? If not click that. It will go over what Eminem is usually talking about.

It is an interesting thing I was “Diagnosed” with at some point. But, I don’t believe it. I believe that having something like that is important. It’s not like I hear things telling me to kill things. If I did I would immediately go to a hospital. This kind of thing feels more or less like tapping into the Akashic Records. If you haven’t heard of that, it’s sort of a rabbit hole. Do you like magic? That’s something that might wake you up, if you aren’t awake already. What if, everything is in sight at the current moment forever. If we just stop worrying about time and forever just know we are present, then, we become more aware of ourselves momentarily. Like stopping in time to think. Have you ever done that? I am certain the answer is yes more often than not.

I feel like I work forever but still have time for everything as long as I make the time for things. All things can be looked at by frequency, right? That link should take you into an explanation about stuff I had discovered in the past. Basically, brainwaves baby! Also good vibrations. I have learned to totally accept myself for who I am.

As a matter of facts. I did help a few people in the ward. I even was offered a job. Interestingly enough, I basically said no. I might go back. But, I need to do it the right way. Who knows?

Anyway, if you are reading this have a great week. Monday’s about over if not it is. Much love y’all. God is great, homey! Jesus is king!