I have been awfully silent for a few months.

Here is why:

I have been having problems with my “so-called” spouse. Honestly, I have been losing the will to live. My kid’s started saying that they hate me. I have been dealing with shit inside my mental, like depression, anxiety, and other stuff. It all really takes a toll on me. I don’t know what to do about a lot of my “so-called” writing. My dogs got me into trouble. I started pulling away from investing. A lot of dumb stuff has been happening.

My life feels like it is falling apart nearly ever single day. It’s almost like the higher powers that be do not want to see me succeed without a massive struggle. When’s it going to finally pay off? I am rapidly losing interest in almost every aspect of my life. Mostly due to my girlfriend of almost 9 years constantly putting me down. I can handle the put-downs, but, saying I am a piece-of-crap dad is a low blow. I don’t know what possesses someone to constantly knock me for what I am not doing. But, when I am doing good things, nothing. I had a million dollars in assets at one point. I was robbed. Now, I only seem to get robbed trying to “get rich quick” on the next big memecoins or whatever it is. My patience is wearing thin with all of this stuff.

Should I just give up?